Occasionally (or sometimes not so occasionally) I feel the pull of self destructive urges. The desire to go do something irrational and irresponsible in the face of boredom or upset, and not think about the consequences at all. I'm carnal. (So are you).
In the past I haven't been very good at controlling my self destructive tenancies (of all kinds). To my grand surprise I've been demonstrating a firm sense of self control in my current life. I'm assuming that when my wisdom wins over my emotions in the form of self control within a lifestyle in which that doesn't often occur, it means that whatever that situation is it's a big deal.
When self control becomes easy I better damn well pay attention to what's going on because it means that situation takes special care.
The song is "Take It Off" By K$SHA. Yes, it means exactly what you think it means. Also it embodies a mindset: and that's the point
1/15/11
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