Conflict

I love the concept that Travis puts behind this dance, but when I watch it I see them both as two parts to one person. I see her as the heart of conflict and the gripping anger that accompanies it, and I see him as the side of us that tries to control it and not succumb to it. Amidst all the traveling that's been going on recently, the conflict has been fully gripping and crippling. It's a constant battle to control myself and my emotions and do whatever it takes to gain control and get rid of that conflict. This dance seems like an accurate interpretation of what's been going with my soul since traveling began and even before. And even still, just as much as your eye is drawn to her, and how consuming and attractive her character is, so is it easy within conflict and anger to relish the feeling and get high off its allure. It really is a battlefield.

8/5/11