Hating and overwhelmed and angry and depleted and humiliated at myself, today I let this song run through my mind, this dance relive my life, my soul act out this photograph, forcing me to rekindled a past desire.
I'm going to run away.
But in the end the sun was too bright, though it told me it was the perfect day for it, and the people too helpful to discourage me into quitting even though I was unhappy and tired and so unhappy and so tired, and my instincts too persevering to watch me crumble. And by perfect calculation I was placed above it all, exactly the symbolic perspective I needed to feel as though I had transcended the chaos and pushed a pause button for life, and it turned out that the day had been much too sunny to run away.
I could fill every entry for this year right now. I had everything to write about today.
Photo by Grace Kathleen titled,"What you don't remember, you cannot forget"
2/2/11
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