I heard the lyrics, "to burn in you, my love" today, sung to God. For the first time I knew what it meant to love God like a lover. I understand friendship, and I understand family, but I know what it means to be a lover, much deeper than many other things. I think, much deeper than most everything, even though I'm still learning what it really means.
This coming from someone who has given up on God.
I want to build my relationship with God as a lover, because that's the kind of relationship that means the most to me, and that's what's essential in this time where I need to learn what it really means to be a lover, the right way.
I think I'm beginning to see. I think I'm beginning to see a purpose in this epoch of my life. A pattern of melting, molding, and shaping. I think I'm beginning to see.
2/11/11
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